People strive for success, but it's very lonely at the top. Now I realise the ultimate prize is a family.

Fame and success have brought me everything, except a loving, on-going relationship. I seem to eat people up and destroy them no matter how hard I try to make things work. Sometimes I wake up in a cold sweat, screaming with fear because I'm so alone. That's why I go out looking for someone who will love me, even if it's just for a one-night stand.

There were times when I had great times with my brothers, pillow fights and things, but I used to always cry from loneliness.

I look at where I'm at today and realize that most of my success is owed to the mentors that was in my life.

I always think I'm the Tom Cruise of music - a lot of success and fans, but no critics, darling.

The worst part of success is, to me, adapting to it. It's scary.