I don't feel like I'm very pop-star lame, but I'm definitely not hipster-cool.

I hate smiling. It makes me feel weak and powerless and small. I've always been like that; I don't smile in any pictures.

People call me wild. Not really though, I'm not.I guess I've never been normal, not what you call Establishment. I'm country.

Of course, masculinity's changed, but maybe I'm fortunate or privileged to have not been that interested in it.

Sometimes I am two people. Johnny is the nice one. Cash causes all the trouble. They fight.

Nobody would stay interested in me if I was normal.