Success has brought me world idolisation and millions of pounds. But it's prevented me from having the one thing we all need: A loving, ongoing relationship.

Fame and success have brought me everything, except a loving, on-going relationship. I seem to eat people up and destroy them no matter how hard I try to make things work. Sometimes I wake up in a cold sweat, screaming with fear because I'm so alone. That's why I go out looking for someone who will love me, even if it's just for a one-night stand.

I look at where I'm at today and realize that most of my success is owed to the mentors that was in my life.

With a lot of success comes a lot of negativity.

Success is having to worry about every damn thing in the world, except money.

Success is my only option, failure's not.